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7:54pm July 30, 2014

 Escape from an Abusive Home

lapin-demoness:

lapin-demoness:

lapin-demoness:

I am in a very dangerous and abusive situation right now guys.  Please, I really need your help.  It’s gotten to the point where it’s now physical abuse towards me. 

Back in 2012, I was diagnosed with Manic-Depressive/Bipolar disorder.  Around that same time, my father, who provided and helped pay for my medical insurance which provided me with my medication, passed away, taking away any and all insurance that helped to keep me stable. 

Over time, I have gradually gotten worse, as I no longer have access to my medication.  My current position as a nanny doesn’t pay enough so that I can afford health insurance and get the help that I need.

My mother does not understand what goes on inside of my head.  She is convinced that I am simply, and I quote, “crazy” a “whackadoo” and she has stated that I am “dangerous” and I need to be “put into a padded room while wearing a strait-jacket while on some heavy-duty drugs”.  I tend to have episodes at times where I can be extremely out-of-control with my manic side (I can get very angry, aggressive, have a melt-down, etc.) or I can become depressive to the point where I am suicidal and will cease to function until the depressive state passes. 

Today, things got extremely abusive and out of control.  I had a meltdown because I was being forced to do yardwork out in very hot weather without any form of help.  I had a meltdown because I was extremely hot, tired, thirsty, and I am more prone to heat-related sicknesses since I have suffered from two heat strokes. 

As a result, my brother illegally video-taped my meltdown without my legal consent, and my mother is presenting the video to her therapist.  Her therapist used to be mine until I disagreed with the methods that she was trying to get me to do, which felt like they did more harm than good for a person such as myself.  I am most likely going to be committed into a mental hospital. 

My brother has also changed the wi-fi password on the router in our house, and has not given me the password to access it.  Without that password, I have no access to any help from any of my friends.  I am currently at a friends house, using her wi-fi, but once I’m forced to return home tomorrow, I’ll be at their mercy.

Both my mother and brother got physically violent with me today on July 23rd, 2014.  My brother first physically tried to drag me up the stairs, and when I threatened to call the police for handling me physically, my mother and brother laughed, saying that I was not going to do that and to get back to the yardwork.  My meltdown escalated, for not only was I physically manhandled by my older brother, but during the height of my meltdown, my mother almost broke both of my arms by applying pressure to them via closing the door on both of my arms.  She even admitted to knowing what she was doing.  “I’m going to break your [censored] arms if you don’t get them out of my house, you [censored] whackadoo.”

This has become too much of a dangerous situation to live in.  The two of them, both much bigger and older than me, have gotten physically, mentally, and emotionally abusive towards me.  They have stripped me of most of my basic human needs in my household. 

Therefore, I am starting this fundraiser to try and help raise up whatever money I can’t earn from my job, in which my hours have been cut down to the marrow.  I am hoping to at least start off with $500, and if I achieve that goal, I’m hoping to earn at least $1,000 so that I can move out or move in with a relative or a friend who can help me while I seek another job that has better benefits and more pay. 

My home life is dangerous right now.  The people I live with are dangerous and seek to hurt me in more ways then one.  Please, I am asking for your help.  The pain, both physical and emotional, is becoming too much to bear.  This house is dangerous. 

Please help.  - See more at: http://www.youcaring.com/other/escape-from-an-abusive-home/208748#sthash.m83TbmNf.dpuf

**UPDATE**

The abuse is getting worse.  Instead of trying to understand that I have a mental illness, my mother is continuing to call me “insane” “crazy” and a whole myriad of abusive names and words. 

And to top it off, she is threatening to drain my entire bank account to “pay for rent” so that she will leave me with nothing.  I will literally have no means of trying to escape from this abusive home. 

Please, I beg of you.  Please help me.  I am living in fear of this place and the people who live here.  These people are abusing me.  I cannot get the law involved since I have no physical evidence of their abuse towards me.  I’d be laughed out of the courthouse.

Mom is also threatening to cut me off of all ties to anybody that can help me. 

Please. 

Help me. 

**UPDATE 2**

Tonight, Mom got extremely abusive towards me verbally because I only asked a simple question.  She completely lost it, getting up in my face, screaming at me at the top of her lungs that I’m “a fucking moron” and a “total retard” and she then said that she wished she had never adopted me.  She proceeded to just continuously scream the word “fuck” in my face, telling me to get up from the floor because I fell to the floor, shaking. 

Why is she abusing me?  Why is she doing this to me? 

Please, I’ve only raised $35 out of the $500 that I need to get out of here.  I can’t be enduring this from her anymore, because she almost got physical with me again. 

Help me, I’m scared.  I’m so scared…

12:11pm July 30, 2014

roachpatrol:

norisus:

I’ve wanted to do an anime redraw for sometime now ; u ;

i love this

11:17am July 30, 2014

seethestarsablaze:

first-kiss-since-45:

vikadi:

set of nostalgia drawings by gabriel picolo. i don’t think i have enough space on my tumblr for all his works that i’d like to post.

these are incredible

Wow.

10:25am July 30, 2014

tinytinysquid:

lilprince:

alliartist:

thisisbennett:

Pacific Rim Bomber Jackets (X)

Allison

image

tinytinysquid

Yes. One of each. On my body. Now.

10:33am July 26, 2014
Anonymous asked: sooo you a rough sex blog preaching feminism? fuckin weird

ohhvanity:

devilvsdemon:

tobeanidealofhope:

chezzr:

ball-deep:

Look man. I don’t give a fuck if i’m knuckle deep in her ass hole and she’s covered in cum and tied to my bed frame, I still hold her equal to me.

i needed to reblog this again

Love it.

The best response ever!

Fucking yes!

7:23pm July 16, 2014
  • Plays: 16,269
  • Artist: Temposhark
  • Album: The Invisible Line
  • Track Name: Don't Mess With Me

"Its best to keep me pleased."

7:21pm July 15, 2014
elkoi:

ioweyouamoffat:

merry-mbembe:

vivelafat:

sleepyassassin:

haytham-senpai:

ikenbot:







cultural appropriation 101







Seriously guys, wearing a war bonnet without having to suffer blood, sweat and tears for it is so disrespectful to all the servicemen who have sacrificed their lives for this country.




Finally someone stands up for my people and puts it into words that i couldn’t. Thank you!!!

I love the smell of cultural sensitivity education in the morning.

Those pics are so sweet. <3

I genuinely didn’t know this thank you for educating me

Wow I get it now.

elkoi:

ioweyouamoffat:

merry-mbembe:

vivelafat:

sleepyassassin:

haytham-senpai:

ikenbot:

cultural appropriation 101

Seriously guys, wearing a war bonnet without having to suffer blood, sweat and tears for it is so disrespectful to all the servicemen who have sacrificed their lives for this country.

Crow ceremony marks Marine's return from Iraq

Crow ceremony marks Marine's return from Iraq

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Finally someone stands up for my people and puts it into words that i couldn’t. Thank you!!!

I love the smell of cultural sensitivity education in the morning.

Those pics are so sweet. <3

I genuinely didn’t know this thank you for educating me

Wow I get it now.

6:05pm July 15, 2014

majesticaljeff:

rednecktex:

huffy-lemon:

Favorite story posts part 1

That last one

My dad says the ‘making love in a canoe’ about american beer

4:14pm July 13, 2014

zulidoodles:

[[Take your pick]]

3:50pm July 12, 2014
kargrub:

tallestsilver:

hotllamasex:

holyhandgrenaded:



i want to play this game

I would gain so much weight playing this game and I wouldn’t even care

IVE FUCKING PLAYED THIS GAME AND LET ME TELL YOU WHAT
SO ME AND THREE OTHER FRIENDS PLAYED IT THINKING THAT OH HEY ITS JUST GONNA BE A WHOLE PEPPER INSIDE AND WE WOULDNT ACTUALLY HAVE TO EAT IT
BUT NOOOOOOOOHOHOHO HELL THEY TOOK PEPPERS THE SAME HOTNESS OF SATANS ASSCRACK AND INTEGRATED THEM INTO THE CHOCOLATE ITSELF LIKE SOME EVIL CONCOCTION OF FLAVORS AND MADE IT INTO THE DREADED BULLET YOU DONT WANT TO GET
THE PERSON WHO GOT IT WAS IN TEARS OVER THE HEAT WITHIN SECONDS AND HAD ONLY EATEN THE VERY TINY TIP OF IT
SO WHAT DO THE REST OF US DO, AS THE (QUESTIONABLY) SANE HUMANS WE ARE?
WE TRIED IT AS WELL
SO HERE WE HAVE A CAR FULL OF CRYING, PANTING TEENAGERS AND ONE DAD IN A CONFUSED PANIC, SO HE BROUGHT US ALL TO BEN AND JERRY’S AND WE ALL STUMBLE IN LIKE “GIVE US ICE CREAM NOW” AND THE PEOPLE AT THE COUNTER WERE SCARED AND CONFUSED TRYING TO ASK WHAT FUCKING FLAVOR WE WANTED AND THE DAD WAS SITTING THERE TRYING TO GET AN ANSWER AND SOME RANDOM KID WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF US AND IT WAS GENERALLY JUST A VERY SHITTY SITUATION
SO WE GOT OUR ICE CREAM AND FINALLY CALMED DOWN AFTER A WHILE ENOUGH TO TALK LIKE NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS
AND THEN WE MADE THE DAD TRY IT WHICH WAS A VERY FUCKING BAD IDEA AS HE WAS BROUGHT TO THE SAME STATE AND HAD TO GET ICE CREAM AS WELL
SO ALL IN ALL DONT PLAY THIS GAME UNLESS YOU EAT HOT THINGS LIKE MOTHERFUCKING CANDY OR YOU’LL REGRET IT
the rest of the bullets tasted quite swell and we enjoyed them later once our taste buds started working again bUT DONT PLAY THIS GAME OR AT LEAST DONT FUCKING TRY IT ONCE SOMEONE ELSE GETS THE DEATH BULLET

kargrub:

tallestsilver:

hotllamasex:

holyhandgrenaded:

image

i want to play this game

I would gain so much weight playing this game and I wouldn’t even care

IVE FUCKING PLAYED THIS GAME AND LET ME TELL YOU WHAT

SO ME AND THREE OTHER FRIENDS PLAYED IT THINKING THAT OH HEY ITS JUST GONNA BE A WHOLE PEPPER INSIDE AND WE WOULDNT ACTUALLY HAVE TO EAT IT

BUT NOOOOOOOOHOHOHO HELL THEY TOOK PEPPERS THE SAME HOTNESS OF SATANS ASSCRACK AND INTEGRATED THEM INTO THE CHOCOLATE ITSELF LIKE SOME EVIL CONCOCTION OF FLAVORS AND MADE IT INTO THE DREADED BULLET YOU DONT WANT TO GET

THE PERSON WHO GOT IT WAS IN TEARS OVER THE HEAT WITHIN SECONDS AND HAD ONLY EATEN THE VERY TINY TIP OF IT

SO WHAT DO THE REST OF US DO, AS THE (QUESTIONABLY) SANE HUMANS WE ARE?

WE TRIED IT AS WELL

SO HERE WE HAVE A CAR FULL OF CRYING, PANTING TEENAGERS AND ONE DAD IN A CONFUSED PANIC, SO HE BROUGHT US ALL TO BEN AND JERRY’S AND WE ALL STUMBLE IN LIKE “GIVE US ICE CREAM NOW” AND THE PEOPLE AT THE COUNTER WERE SCARED AND CONFUSED TRYING TO ASK WHAT FUCKING FLAVOR WE WANTED AND THE DAD WAS SITTING THERE TRYING TO GET AN ANSWER AND SOME RANDOM KID WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF US AND IT WAS GENERALLY JUST A VERY SHITTY SITUATION

SO WE GOT OUR ICE CREAM AND FINALLY CALMED DOWN AFTER A WHILE ENOUGH TO TALK LIKE NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS

AND THEN WE MADE THE DAD TRY IT WHICH WAS A VERY FUCKING BAD IDEA AS HE WAS BROUGHT TO THE SAME STATE AND HAD TO GET ICE CREAM AS WELL

SO ALL IN ALL DONT PLAY THIS GAME UNLESS YOU EAT HOT THINGS LIKE MOTHERFUCKING CANDY OR YOU’LL REGRET IT

the rest of the bullets tasted quite swell and we enjoyed them later once our taste buds started working again bUT DONT PLAY THIS GAME OR AT LEAST DONT FUCKING TRY IT ONCE SOMEONE ELSE GETS THE DEATH BULLET